preemptive

Not even late, but two pg tests, one on Saturday and one today have both said it's a positive.

So, uh, body, catch that?  Please stay that way?

Maybe it helps that this time I'm actually a bit freaking out, thinking of the reality instead of the cushy fantasy?  Either way, whoa, this would be big.  And awesome.  Making me big and awesome.

Crossing my toes.